And...uhm...WTF is wrong with me?

So I'm going a tad insane. Dunno what it is, but I've been even more hyper and jumpy than normal this week. And I've really got no way to get rid of it, so I've been going crazy blasting my stereo and trying not to rip my closet apart or something equally unhelpful. Like piercing my ears. Convincing myself to relax is not working. Particularly, I'm sure, simple due to the fact that I'm me. But you do what you can. On top of that, I'm starting to feel just a tad weird about the whole writing thing. No, it's not that I don't like it anymore - I do, and it's still what I want to do. It's just...Not really sure. I'm kind of an odd person in that I hate monotony with a passion. I want to DO something. I'm semi-terrified that during book-writing [or article-writing, blog-writing...whatever it may be] I'll do what I always do and fall apart halfway through then not get started again. Which obviously won't work if that's the career I chose. Obviously I'm sure I could acquire the necessary will-power to work through it...but I'm actually starting to think I need to do something with music. Not that I can sing and have yet to learn an instrument, but I write, don't I? Somehow or another, I need to be a part of this. Music has and continues to be what gets me through things, and though my tastes have changed, it's the one thing I've loved my whole life. Music and writing. Why not combine them?I've always figured that if I get into journalism, I'd love more than anything to write about music. Click my two greatest loves together and...well how exactly does that go wrong? Meg is a tad confused at the moment.

All hail the powers of Chapstick.

Chapstick = <3
Woke up yesterday morning well before nine, which is weirdly...weird, for me. Somehow or another, I managed to split my lip. -shrug- Suppose I wasn't nearly hydrated enough during the night. Which is what my mom said, to which I explained it's kind of difficult to drink while you're sleeping...
So I drank half my water, and stumbled into the bathroom [not sure what I thought I'd find to help in there] but it was just a tad too bright, and I wound up flailing around, blinded. Crawled back into bed, sucking on my lip, until I regained some spit of consciousness and dug around in the box next to my bed for my chapstick.
Which I've been incessantly using since then.

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Aaaand....Dooooomsday.

WELL.
Finally feeling a bit better - nose is still a tad twitchy, but I'm otherwise okay.
Which is good, especially considering my grandparents are coming tomorrow night. [You know, unless something changes. It's bound to.] Moved the majority of my stuff into my sister's room today. Cleaned my room + bathroom. Cleaned up the kitchen. Twice.
Can you tell I'm not as sick anymore? Was kind of on fire today. -shrug-
We're still going to have to do loads tomorrow, but I figure I got some done today.
I thought I'd warn you in advance; I probably won't be posting, or even online, too much next week. Must keep busy to avoid board games with the grandmother. At all costs.

An add-on to the last post

*cough*
I had to, of course.
It's not quite the Sam and Matt awesomeness...but it is Matt, so you deal with it.
The other kid annoys me slightly, but it's all good.
SMILEY FIGHT!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcZdRuncBPQ&feature=channel_page

All hail the insanity of Sam and Matt.

Alright, I'm hoping I'm not the only one who cracks up at this, but I'll entirely understand if none of you find it funny.
I absolutely love these two.
And those glasses.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bzU245wues&feature=channel_page

*Sneeze*

So it's almost 4 a.m.
I got less than an hour of sleep before I realized I wasn't going to get any more, so here I am.
And I'm sick, as I'm sure you've heard by now. Making it known so nobody gets confused on Saturday, since I almost certainly will not be going.
Oh well. Sucks, but there's always next year.
Just really wishing I could sleep, but every time I lay down [or sit/stand, anything really] I feel like my head's going to explode.
So I'm wasting my time bumping around the Internet.
And nobody's on...naturally, so I'm kind of bored.
That's about it.
Booo.

Eghhhh....ICE CREAM WAFFLES!

Well I'm a little sick.
Dad's in Daytona for the race [which got called on account of rain. Not entirely sure who they said won.] should be home later tonight, but I dunno.
So we're just doing random stuff while he's gone.
Like having strawberry ice cream/waffle sandwiches for dinner.
Which was naturally a brilliant idea.
But I'm naturally ready to puke right now.
Apparently you can only have so much ice cream waffles before you've had enough.
Was good though. So that's all that really matters.

Wishlist

Hmm...
So since I'm being greedy.
Wishlist time.
Why?
Because I feel like it. So there.

I seriously want a typewriter. Don't ask. One of those random things. We used to have one but 'had no use for it' and got rid of it. -sigh-

And a Polaroid camera. My mom's argument on that is that they take sucky pictures. Which sometimes that effect is desired, but I'd like one of the new versions - same idea as the old ones, instant picture and all that, but it's like a digital as you can save them and I'd assume there's better picture quality. Haven't really looked into it.

...That's about it, really. Well, a thousand dollar shopping spree in the Virgin Record store, and various bookstores, but you know.
I'm trying to keep it semi-possible.

Deviously...well, Deviant.

DeviantArt.
dA.
Whatever.
So, pictures, poems, whatever you like, you can and will find it on DeviantArt.com
And you can add your own. It's like photobucket, only a million times cooler.
Check it out, yes? I know how much you guys love your poems and pictures, you might even think about signing up. This is my second account - I signed up once and forgot about it. Oh well. Second time's a charm?
My page, if you care; http://cautionwetfloor.deviantart.com/

Perfect Poisons

Yeah well, another new blog.
http://perfectpoisons.blogspot.com/
It's just pictures. I figure if I have one for poetry, I might as well have one for photography. They're all pictures I took. Unless it's obvious they aren't, in which case...You should be able to figure it out.

Stupid fires screwing up the awesomeness

She says
I don't love you like I loved you before
She says, she says
I don't love you,
I don't love you anymore

She Says by Unwritten Law.
http://www.purevolume.com/unwrittenlaw
They're not entirely well known, but oohhhh DISASTER.
Scott Russo, lead singer, had his house burn down early Friday morning. He shared the San Diego home with his two sons, daughter and parents. Though no family members were hurt, they lost every piece of their belongings, including their pets.
Which, you know, sucks about a million times over.

Yeah yeah, it's another Manson post.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucnA8ElvZQA&feature=channel_page
Watch the interview.
Just take 8 minutes out of your precious day and watch it.
Then go and judge him the same you did before.
I dare you.
Plus I promise, he isn't entirely scary here. Yes there's a clip or two of some videos, but they last a whole of a few seconds, so I promise you won't have nightmares tonight.
Do it for Meg so she can feel like she at least tried?

Damn them.

Unbelievable.
Freaking people. http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090206/ap_on_he_me/gene_drug_altered_animals
If you guys are right and there is a God, I'd appreciate it if you'd ask him to create a separate Hell, just for these people.

So...I'm back

Sorry about the horrendous break.
Technical issues.
Computer had serious problems, and so I got A NEW ONE.
And it's a Vista, instead of XP, so I'm working on figuring out said new one...
In any case. I shall be here once again.
Go ahead, be excited.
Actually, be EXTREMELY excited, and check out this; http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1604362/20090205/blink_182.jhtml
Or not, seeing as how none of you probably love Blink-182 as much as I do, but seeing how their presenting an award together on the Grammys [they broke up years ago, barely talked to each other until the plane crash drummer Travis Barker survived last year], could mean big reunion. Granted, it's only a presentation, but the fact that they're together at all is BIG.
Whoop.
Time to happy dance.